Tangnang pasko to! Ang gulo!
I have failed to go to any simbang gabi, because I never wake up early. Never. I end up watching Starting Over and waking at 12 noon. So, to make a long story short, ever since classes have ceased, I became an insomniac.

I haven't finished my Christmas shopping because i don't have any more money. I ended up spending stuff for myself and ended up with less gifts for other people. I guess it's okay not to give gifts this Christmas. But, then again, that's what I said last Christmas.

I'm skittish about my future. I really don't see myself as finding a job and sticking to it. Heck, I want and need the money, but I just can't focus right now, my head's a blur. I hate it that people know what they want and I don't. I hate it that some people are trying, and I don't even want to think about trying. I don't want to end up like a certain person who doesn't have to work because he/she is rich, while mother/father works for them. (I love you, but i'm sorry i think its selfish)

I never wanted to go to Greenhills because I knew it would be jam-packed. But I went.
I never dreamed of reaching Galleria because the Mrt station was too far and I didn't want to walk all the way there. But I went.
I never, ever,ever, planned of doing Christmas shopping at SM but HELL! I had to. Ugh.

I'm looking forward to our trip after Christmas. Boy, do i need it.

I hate this entry. Ugh.