February 13th, 2005

Subject: My lovely dogs Time: 12:41 am

ALEX and CHI-CHI

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February 12th, 2005

Subject: Pano ba yan? May trabaho na ko? Time: 09:45 pm Current Mood: bouncy

The madness will stop. Bumness shall be part of my past. Earning money will be my future! I am so happy I got the job that I really wanted.. AS in to--lly. Thank the gods for me for sheer luck or whatever you wanna call it. I just got the first job I applied for, and it's going to make me rich! (Well, not really) Plus, I can work on this "project" me and camille's working on... *wink, wink*

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January 25th, 2005

Subject: So true. Time: 11:22 am

You Like Cassie. Cassie Likes You.

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January 21st, 2005

Subject: The gods just threw me a bone Time: 07:20 am

What luck. I can't believe I made it this far. I'm almost near the transition between being a bum and actually becoming useful in our society. I can't believe my luck really. I haven't done anything to deserve this. I haven't lifted a finger, even. I don't want to mess this up though. Not that I'm getting really excited, i don't want to get my hopes up... But hell! It feels good to have options!

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January 12th, 2005

Subject: WTF?! Time: 10:33 pm

When a boy asks for your number, and tells you he'll call and he doesn't we shouldn't be surprised. Guys just have it in their genes. They must have. It's just no biggie, right? There's absolutely no need to fuss, and expect anything. No one should get paranoid about anything. I have always, always thought how stupid women get for obsessing about stuff that isn't even considered important. If he doesn't call, fine. But here I am in the same, awkward place where I am obsessing. I am getting paranoid. I don't even think I like the guy. I was just wondering how come he said he was going to call and didn't, that's all. Curious, really. I cannot believe I wrote this. I am totall--y obsessing about this damn thing. D--amn.

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January 10th, 2005

Subject: I cannot believe I watched "The first daughter" last night Time: 09:22 am

Happiness More or less It's just a change in me Something in my liberty Oh, my, my Happiness Coming and going I watch you look at me Watch my fever growing I know just where I am But how many corners do I have to turn? How many times do I have to learn All the love I have is in my mind? Happiness Something in my own place I'm standing naked Smiling, I feel no disgrace With who I am

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January 3rd, 2005

Subject: Baaahh, says Frank Time: 01:21 pm

It's funny how people end up in different places. It's funny how they end up getting there without them expecting it. It's interesting how life seem to go on and on, and when you feel like its the end, life throws something at you that would make you want to go on some more. Bait. That's it, we're being baited. Just when we're about to give up, a lucky break comes our way. Dammit. I hate something but I can't put my thoughts as to even describe what it is. Whatever it is, I hate it. The feeling of it, the implications of it, the thought of it... I don't even KNOW what it is dammit. I am so damn tired of everything. I hate staying at home. I hate going out. I hate waking up late. I hate not sleeping early. I hate hate her. I hate him. I hate them. I hate this. OMG I'm going fucking crazy!!

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Subject: FUCKING WORLD Time: 01:02 am

I've said too much i don't even want to breathe. Dammit! Hate hate hate hate hate! CURSE YOU *insert whatever*! I wanna leave this wretched place. I hate hate hate everything. I have a fucking headache!

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December 22nd, 2004

Subject: Tangnang pasko to! Ang gulo! Time: 07:37 pm

I have failed to go to any simbang gabi, because I never wake up early. Never. I end up watching Starting Over and waking at 12 noon. So, to make a long story short, ever since classes have ceased, I became an insomniac. I haven't finished my Christmas shopping because i don't have any more money. I ended up spending stuff for myself and ended up with less gifts for other people. I guess it's okay not to give gifts this Christmas. But, then again, that's what I said last Christmas. I'm skittish about my future. I really don't see myself as finding a job and sticking to it. Heck, I want and need the money, but I just can't focus right now, my head's a blur. I hate it that people know what they want and I don't. I hate it that some people are trying, and I don't even want to think about trying. I don't want to end up like a certain person who doesn't have to work because he/she is rich, while mother/father works for them. (I love you, but i'm sorry i think its selfish) I never wanted to go to Greenhills because I knew it would be jam-packed. But I went. I never dreamed of reaching Galleria because the Mrt station was too far and I didn't want to walk all the way there. But I went. I never, ever,ever, planned of doing Christmas shopping at SM but HELL! I had to. Ugh. I'm looking forward to our trip after Christmas. Boy, do i need it. I hate this entry. Ugh.

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December 16th, 2004

Subject: My bad! Time: 11:56 am Current Mood: Grrrr...

I woke up at 12 noon today. So much for trying to complete simbang gabi. Unang araw palang successfully unsuccessful na ako. I hate my Compaq's battery! Kailangan I-recharge, ng i-recharge na paulit-ulit nakakainis! I have so many errands to do and yet, may muta pa sa aking mga mata... Collecting my dues YOU! Don't even think for a second na pinatawad na kita! Umayos ka. I'm civil but not that civil. I can literally hear the awkwardness kapag kasama kita. Not being an ungrateful bitch, but the thing is, I'm realy not comfortable. Really. And I hate it that maybe you think that it's okay. IT'S NOT OKAY!!!?! Pagod na ako kaka-small talk okey? Pwede bang wag na tayong mag-usap muna? Lumayo ka muna sa kin? I don't hate you, you know. I'm just not there yet, in the little place where everything's fine and what's done have been forgotten. OMG akala mo ganun kadali yon? Akala mo hindi na kailangan yon? Your the smartest bozo I have ever met. Think of that as a compliment if you must.

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